3 months from now. Im gonna be in pain. Remember when someone tells you that they will keep in touch/ you ask someone to keep in touch. They dont really do it do they?
Thats what im really afraid off.
School life isnt going to be the same next year. It would be so dull and quiet. FULLY RANCANGAN KHAS. They are the lust bunch of idiots (my friend said that, he is 1 of them) to be in this school. They are the current Form 5. Honestly, Ive met really nice people in such short time, 1 year. Its so unfair. Yea la...they are going to sit for their SPM and then celebrate coz they dont have to be in this stinking school anymore.
Yeah, I'm being selfish...but im gonna miss all of you guys. Next year, im left with the boring Form 5's which consist off arrogant,pompous stuck up bastards. The point is SCHOOL LIFE IS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME ANYMORE. And this isnt about the form 5's this year or next year or the year after that. This is about the really nice people whom I dont want to mention here. You are all gonna be gone after this. Truth be told, I dont want you guys to be in Alor Akar for Form 6. Even though I'll miss you guys like mad, I want you guys to go to college like real people do. Have fun and live lives happily. I wish I could be there while you guys just move on to other stuff. Till your not here anymore.
Omigosh...I just read this again and I realised I'm typing crap. I guess its just when I'm in tight situations I cant really explain in words what I feel. My fingers are numb and I can't listen to another song but just this one song on youtube which ive played over 5 times and im going to play again. I dont have the will to let go... Its stupid, that whenever the word 'friend' comes into my mind the first few people who I think of are you guys.
I dont even see you guys anymore except on your facebook pictures.
{Hey you...you'd know when im talkin about you. Remember the song which you gave to me in my handphone last year at the Choral Speaking party? I havent deleted it yet. And im SO not gonna delete it ever}
I'm trying my best to remember every word, every moment and every laugh we had. We are all gonna grow out of our clothes but I hope we can go shopping for new ones when the time comes. And speaking of time, I have been rushing it. I wanted it to go fast for my own needs. Until now I realised that you guys are now part of my needs. I shouldnt have done that. Ive learnt my lesson but loosing you shouldnt be my punishment.
I ♥ love you all.
P.S : I know I wrote a really bad post for you guys. Im sorry. I didnt even wanna write this post. Its totally messed up.
